Feel..... Just feel yourself...........!!

Just when I almost gave up on my idea of blogging, my son didn't give up. He hardly knows what blogging means, all he wants is his Mum to write "something?" and show her passion about reading and writing. So for him........ here's giving it a try....

Don't remember exactly when and how this passion towards reading started... the more I read, the more I felt I was part of it. I could imagine myself playing the scenarios, visualizing characters, the day, the night, the parties, the clothes, the food, just about EVERYTHING that the author wrote about.
Many a times I ponder, how hard (or easy) is writing anything that you feel, that you imagine, that you wish for, that you keep dreaming about. What is called Perfect? So many questions, mostly unanswered. I just realized I never tried to introspect. Don't know why, what stops us from thinking about "US". Are you also scared that others can read your mind, your body, your expressions and with that constant fear in mind, you almost turn like a robot!! Avoiding smiling, crying, sadness, anger, fatigue............. avoiding living may be..............!!

So, closing my eyes now, hoping to get a better grip of myself, more strength to face the world, not feeling like a criminal for no reason and just feel the real "ME".

Love,
Saiyu4U